She was the book that I would read over and over again, hoping for a different ending.So blind, I’ve forgotten that there were other books.A book shelf right in front of me.Books full ofNew chapters.Fresh pages.With every indentation, every line, every word,I would slowly forget her book.Afraid of this new bookI don’t know even know her titleHer words are a code I’m always trying to decipherBut I’ll try my best to memorize her pages, her stories until I’m no longer afraid.Hoping for new chapters to be madeHoping for old memories that would fadeAlways hoping she will help me to turn … Continue reading Books

My horoscope told me to

My horoscope told me to write something then read it out loud to someone but I’m just so exhausted and tired, I don’t want to talk to humans so instead I’m going to post it here. To love you, to love you notSo afraid to break your heartBut you might tear mine apartMy fears may leave me in tearsBut in my dreams you still appearSometimes I wish you were nearYour voice I wish I could hearBut I can’t, so I’ll grab me a beerSo much pain for things I can’t changeThings I can’t rearrangeYoung passionate heart,So please hear my words … Continue reading My horoscope told me to


So I’ve been struggling writing a poem in my drafts for the longest, like I have these feelings and I can’t really put them into words for some reason, like I’ve had a crush on the same person since August and usually my feelings for them fades away and I try not to like them, like I ignore my feelings for them but ever since this one night my feelings for them like haven’t left and it’s just weird. I haven’t had a crush on anyone in over a year so I don’t know how to feel. Life is definitely … Continue reading 12/23/19