Books

She was the book that I would read over and over again, hoping for a different ending.So blind, I’ve forgotten that there were other books.A book shelf right in front of me.Books full ofNew chapters.Fresh pages.With every indentation, every line, every word,I would slowly forget her book.Afraid of this new bookI don’t know even know [...]

My horoscope told me to

My horoscope told me to write something then read it out loud to someone but I’m just so exhausted and tired, I don’t want to talk to humans so instead I’m going to post it here. To love you, to love you notSo afraid to break your heartBut you might tear mine apartMy fears may [...]

Nights on Long Island

Another night on Long Island Nights feel so long and- I don’t know what I’m doing Like what goals am I pursuing? Should I stay or should I go? This is the only place I know Another night on Long Island Nights feel so long and- Another night without you Is like another night without [...]

For You/Me

Tell me what you’re looking for Were you expecting more? Was I expecting her? For you. Sometimes I wish I didn’t feel emotions It’s the reason why I lose focus. It’s crazy how we deal with pain Thinking we’re never going to be the same For you. I lost everything so I have everything to [...]

Boys in the woods.

As if we were kids again. Let's get lost in this moss we call the woods. The deeper I go, I feel my soul feel electric. This is what makes me feel alive. Not a care in the world, not afraid to die. Exploring new horizons, wondering what can we find. Excited by making new [...]

Steven’s Christmas Carol

Pretending to be fine Wishing you were mine. I wanted to be yours this Christmas I wanted to be on your wishlist. I wish I was kissing you under the mistletoe I didn’t think you would go. Staring at the tree Wondering where you could be. Siting by the fire Wishing I was beside her. [...]

Bleeding In Silence

How many times a day do people ask you "how do you feel?" or "how are you?" probably at least once a day right? How many times do you actually tell them how you feel? I use to keep to myself a lot because as men we really aren't taught to talk or express our [...]