No Shave November!

So my no shave November is going well, my beard looks disgusting but that’s okay. I also decided not to get a haircut for the month of November as well and to be honest I was feeling ugly until yesterday, for the past year and a half now, I have been getting a haircut every [...]

Simple Pleasures

Yesterday I had lots of fun doing the simplest things, I went to Caumsett. Caumsett is this state park that I’m absolutely in love with, I’ve been there so many times this summer and I got to experience it for the first time yesterday in the fall and it was absolutely gorgeous. The color, the [...]

What I want.

I hope there's not too many errors in this post I didn't have much time to write this today before I went to work So there's this girl I barely talk to, but every time I do somehow she ends up saying "aww you'll find someone someday" and I don't know why she said that. [...]

Fear of Being Alone

We all want love. It’s just something we crave but the more I notice, I feel like people don’t let their hearts heal before moving on. Let me explain. I think we have this huge fear of being alone or that things won’t get better from our past, or we honestly just want to move [...]

I Am Afraid Of Love

After I broke up with my ex, for the longest time I hated love, well not exactly. I tried to convince myself that love doesn’t exists. I’d tell myself love is such a selfish thing, we only say we are in love because we’re afraid to be alone, we use each other for our own [...]

I Love Myself Way Too Much

I love myself, and I love this about myself. I’m more selfish and I do whatever makes me happy. I recently stopped talking to someone who could have been a love interest, but I just wasn’t happy. One reason I wasn’t happy was because she called me a womanizer, which really hurt my feelings, even [...]

Lost Might Not Be A Bad Thing

Being lost might sound scary, I mean imagine being alone not knowing what direction you are going, sometimes I enjoy being lost, this is how I experience new adventures, so recently I did something that I didn’t think I would ever do, I met up with someone from a dating app. The experience itself was [...]