Nights on Long Island

Another night on Long Island Nights feel so long and- I don’t know what I’m doing Like what goals am I pursuing? Should I stay or should I go? This is the only place I know Another night on Long Island Nights feel so long and- Another night without you Is like another night without [...]

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What I want.

I hope there's not too many errors in this post I didn't have much time to write this today before I went to work So there's this girl I barely talk to, but every time I do somehow she ends up saying "aww you'll find someone someday" and I don't know why she said that. [...]

Nail biter

So something people don't know about me is that, I actually have anxiety. I think one person knows about it but I never told them I had it. I always play it cool, you'd never assume that I'm an anxious person because I seem cool, calm, and collected but in reality I'm freaking out on [...]

Oil Change

So the other day I was going to do an oil change on my car but I stripped the drain plug bolt. For me I didnt care because I knew I could just take it to the mechanic and I knew he'd be able to get the bolt out but my mom got really upset [...]

So Much to Learn.

I want to be in relationship so bad. I hate being alone. I know I can't be in one. I don't love myself like I should. Until I learn to love myself, I won't be able to. I'm insecure, so whenever someone with a pretty face talks to me and makes me feel good, I [...]

I Am Afraid Of Love

After I broke up with my ex, for the longest time I hated love, well not exactly. I tried to convince myself that love doesn’t exists. I’d tell myself love is such a selfish thing, we only say we are in love because we’re afraid to be alone, we use each other for our own [...]