She was the book that I would read over and over again, hoping for a different ending.So blind, I’ve forgotten that there were other books.A book shelf right in front of me.Books full ofNew chapters.Fresh pages.With every indentation, every line, every word,I would slowly forget her book.Afraid of this new bookI don’t know even know her titleHer words are a code I’m always trying to decipherBut I’ll try my best to memorize her pages, her stories until I’m no longer afraid.Hoping for new chapters to be madeHoping for old memories that would fadeAlways hoping she will help me to turn … Continue reading Books

My horoscope told me to

My horoscope told me to write something then read it out loud to someone but I’m just so exhausted and tired, I don’t want to talk to humans so instead I’m going to post it here. To love you, to love you notSo afraid to break your heartBut you might tear mine apartMy fears may leave me in tearsBut in my dreams you still appearSometimes I wish you were nearYour voice I wish I could hearBut I can’t, so I’ll grab me a beerSo much pain for things I can’t changeThings I can’t rearrangeYoung passionate heart,So please hear my words … Continue reading My horoscope told me to

No Shave November!

So my no shave November is going well, my beard looks disgusting but that’s okay. I also decided not to get a haircut for the month of November as well and to be honest I was feeling ugly until yesterday, for the past year and a half now, I have been getting a haircut every two weeks, so when I don’t have a clean cut hair with a clean beard I do start to feel insecure but yesterday I looked at my hair and thought wow my hair is getting long, I want to say it’s about 4 to 6 … Continue reading No Shave November!

Simple Pleasures

Yesterday I had lots of fun doing the simplest things, I went to Caumsett. Caumsett is this state park that I’m absolutely in love with, I’ve been there so many times this summer and I got to experience it for the first time yesterday in the fall and it was absolutely gorgeous. The color, the smell, just being outside even though it was cold and windy out. I’m glad I did it. Yesterday was more fun than usual because my friend Jef and I, flew a kite. I’ve actually never successfully flown a kite before until yesterday and it was … Continue reading Simple Pleasures