Books

She was the book that I would read over and over again, hoping for a different ending.So blind, I’ve forgotten that there were other books.A book shelf right in front of me.Books full ofNew chapters.Fresh pages.With every indentation, every line, every word,I would slowly forget her book.Afraid of this new bookI don’t know even know [...]

My horoscope told me to

My horoscope told me to write something then read it out loud to someone but I’m just so exhausted and tired, I don’t want to talk to humans so instead I’m going to post it here. To love you, to love you notSo afraid to break your heartBut you might tear mine apartMy fears may [...]

No Shave November!

So my no shave November is going well, my beard looks disgusting but that’s okay. I also decided not to get a haircut for the month of November as well and to be honest I was feeling ugly until yesterday, for the past year and a half now, I have been getting a haircut every [...]

Simple Pleasures

Yesterday I had lots of fun doing the simplest things, I went to Caumsett. Caumsett is this state park that I’m absolutely in love with, I’ve been there so many times this summer and I got to experience it for the first time yesterday in the fall and it was absolutely gorgeous. The color, the [...]

15/23

I feel like I’ve been extremely busy lately, I don’t like it. I enjoy having nothing to do after work. I love hanging out with people but I always need to recharge my social battery after a bit and I’m hoping after Saturday I can just relax for a bit. This year for no shave [...]

Nights on Long Island

Another night on Long Island Nights feel so long and- I don’t know what I’m doing Like what goals am I pursuing? Should I stay or should I go? This is the only place I know Another night on Long Island Nights feel so long and- Another night without you Is like another night without [...]

For You/Me

Tell me what you’re looking for Were you expecting more? Was I expecting her? For you. Sometimes I wish I didn’t feel emotions It’s the reason why I lose focus. It’s crazy how we deal with pain Thinking we’re never going to be the same For you. I lost everything so I have everything to [...]