Gone Girl 😢

I can’t believe how upset I am about this girl I barely knew, well I will cope the only way I know how, listening to sad songs while high. Here’s a playlist I made if people want a sad boy playlist. The first song I feel like described the relationship perfectly by the way so it sets the mood https://open.spotify.com/user/12156843423/playlist/5cSnQB8S9yIMSCt9rL0rXK?si=dOENjdk9TPanh4Kf-XwWSQ

Enjoy guys and be awesome like soy sauce!


Boys in the woods.

As if we were kids again. Let’s get lost in this moss we call the woods. The deeper I go, I feel my soul feel electric. This is what makes me feel alive. Not a care in the world, not afraid to die. Exploring new horizons, wondering what can we find. Excited by making new trails and paths. Just boys in the woods. Wondering how far our legs go. Wondering how long my lungs can last. Whether I walk slow or fast, noticing how my heart will react. Loving my sight, inspiration by a different kind of beauty. The Sun beaming, kissing my skin, drenched in sweat, can’t get enough of sunsets. Two boys wanting to take over the world, wishing we could just live here forever.

Advice to myself

You really do appreciate all the little things people do for you when they’re gone. Don’t take people for granted. Nothing last forever. There’s just so much bullshit someone can put up with until they want to go. The thing about change is, you can change all you want, but the other person doesn’t need to take you back, that’s their decision and you just have to accept that, just continue to change for the better. Don’t change for someone else, change because you want to be that person who gives and does better. Always be the version of yourself. Always be kind to others and remember to smile, life is too short to be sad or angry. Don’t feel sorry all the time, everyone makes mistakes. Live in the moment, enjoy every second. Remember people love you.

Just something I have to remind myself everyday.

April’s Real Fool

No one thinks about the jester
But the jester thinks about you
I have to keep you entertained
I mean you’re the queen living in the castle
And I’m the man without a home
I still wonder when you’ll let me in
All those knights, yet I’m still stupid enough to put up a fight
All those nights, I’m still acting like a fool
But you’re the queen and I’m your tool
On some days, even me the jester wants the queen

The Succulent.

Suffocating someone with love. You can’t change things by loving them harder. When someone wants to leave in a relationship because they fell out of love, I don’t believe loving them harder is the answer. Have you ever owned a succulent or a cactus? I have, they’re kind of hard to take care of, I mean not really but we think they are because we tend to over water them then end up killing them. That’s what I think about loving them harder. You’re on your last hope thinking that all the love in the world will stop them from leaving but will that work? You’re suffocating that person with love. I think you should let them leave. Why hold on to someone who doesn’t want to be in your life? I think this approach is the best because maybe they will miss what you once had instead of remembering you as that clingy partner. I know how everyone hates clichés, but you know what they say “If you love someone, set them free. If they come back, they’re yours; if they don’t, they never were.” I think this quote is true because if you really did have a deep connection with someone, they will miss what they once had with you. Sometimes time and space are the best thing you can give someone. So, what should you do with your succulent? Look you can try whatever you can to save it, but you’re just dragging out it’s death. Maybe try out a different plant for the meantime until you’re ready for the succulent again.

Because Baby

Because baby the night at the Falls made fall for you
Because baby the day at Disney saved me
Lunches at the park even after dark could never tear me apart
I understand if you don’t want me as your man
I understand if you want someone else’s hand
Because somewhere I lost myself
I forgot your wealth
Because when you don’t call, I know you don’t miss me at all
I’m sorry I asked you to stay on this island full of sand, you know I just wanted to be your man
I promise you I’m doing the best that I can