She was the book that I would read over and over again, hoping for a different ending.So blind, I’ve forgotten that there were other books.A book shelf right in front of me.Books full ofNew chapters.Fresh pages.With every indentation, every line, every word,I would slowly forget her book.Afraid of this new bookI don’t know even know her titleHer words are a code I’m always trying to decipherBut I’ll try my best to memorize her pages, her stories until I’m no longer afraid.Hoping for new chapters to be madeHoping for old memories that would fadeAlways hoping she will help me to turn … Continue reading Books

My horoscope told me to

My horoscope told me to write something then read it out loud to someone but I’m just so exhausted and tired, I don’t want to talk to humans so instead I’m going to post it here. To love you, to love you notSo afraid to break your heartBut you might tear mine apartMy fears may leave me in tearsBut in my dreams you still appearSometimes I wish you were nearYour voice I wish I could hearBut I can’t, so I’ll grab me a beerSo much pain for things I can’t changeThings I can’t rearrangeYoung passionate heart,So please hear my words … Continue reading My horoscope told me to

No Shave November!

So my no shave November is going well, my beard looks disgusting but that’s okay. I also decided not to get a haircut for the month of November as well and to be honest I was feeling ugly until yesterday, for the past year and a half now, I have been getting a haircut every two weeks, so when I don’t have a clean cut hair with a clean beard I do start to feel insecure but yesterday I looked at my hair and thought wow my hair is getting long, I want to say it’s about 4 to 6 … Continue reading No Shave November!

Simple Pleasures

Yesterday I had lots of fun doing the simplest things, I went to Caumsett. Caumsett is this state park that I’m absolutely in love with, I’ve been there so many times this summer and I got to experience it for the first time yesterday in the fall and it was absolutely gorgeous. The color, the smell, just being outside even though it was cold and windy out. I’m glad I did it. Yesterday was more fun than usual because my friend Jef and I, flew a kite. I’ve actually never successfully flown a kite before until yesterday and it was … Continue reading Simple Pleasures


I feel like I’ve been extremely busy lately, I don’t like it. I enjoy having nothing to do after work. I love hanging out with people but I always need to recharge my social battery after a bit and I’m hoping after Saturday I can just relax for a bit. This year for no shave November I would like to participate but I also don’t want to get a haircut for the whole month, so I’m going to be looking a little rough unfortunately, I haven’t gone a month with no haircut in so long. I like to get a … Continue reading 15/23


Things I love. I love clothes I love fruit I love playing soccer I love traveling I love being outdoors I love my friends I love taking pictures I love colognes I love getting haircuts I love my face to be honest lol I love music I love the feeling I get after eating something healthy lol I love lemonade (I try not to drink it too much) I love Munich (I wish I could live there) I love tattoos I love love I love small kisses on the cheek (they make me smile) I love it when no one … Continue reading 14/23