I miss you more than words could ever explain. I know that it’s all in my brain, but I stay up at night thinking of you and that drives me insane, That’s my own fault and I’m the one to blame. Maybe someday you’ll feel the same, Hopefully one day you’ll say my name.
You make me so numb I wish I could feel But my emotions you steal I guess that’s just how I’m made My heart with a blockade I can’t grow in this cage In rage How could you walk Without a talk You said forever I didn’t think that meant never You never gave me enough credit I mean you said it I’m not him. Something about his aurora or his presence You made me feel like peasant So unpleasant I try to act like I’m not hurt or like I’m okay But no lie I still cry Trying to forget what you did Who am I going to kid I’m scarred And all that love you borrowed I need it back so I don’t spiral Oh how I was a fool You used me like tool Right in front me with all that disrespect But how was I suppose to suspect Let alone detect what was under my nose Stupid of me that no questions arose I mean what am I suppose to do You already chose I hope it was worth it Because I’ve never felt more broken. Maybe I should be king of the knots, Since I always have knots in my stomach.
Sometimes I wish you were invisible. Sometimes you’re the only thing I can see Yet you still appear in my dreams I just wish my hopes didn’t come alive at night time Always thinking now is the right time I try to keep you out of my sight You’re not invisible.
Because baby the night at the Falls made fall for you Because baby the day at Disney saved me Lunches at the park even after dark could never tear me apart I understand if you don’t want me as your man I understand if you want someone else’s hand Because somewhere I lost myself I forgot your wealth Because when you don’t call, I know you don’t miss me at all I’m sorry I asked you to stay on this island full of sand, you know I just wanted to be your man I promise you I’m doing the best that I can