Gone Girl 😢

I can't believe how upset I am about this girl I barely knew, well I will cope the only way I know how, listening to sad songs while high. Here's a playlist I made if people want a sad boy playlist. The first song I feel like described the relationship perfectly by the way so [...]


Sometimes it takes a drunk call to certain someone to make you realize you’re aloneSometimes it takes a bit of throwing up to realize there’s no one there to helpSometimes it takes a stranger to make you realize they aren’t my home.Sometimes it takes a bit of drugs to make you believe everything will be [...]

Love me…

Why don't you love me Why did you leaveYou left me alone There was nothing to hold No more stories to unfold without a trace I no longer see your face we had a hot flame burnt out , am I the one to blame?How could this transpire?Going through the wire Yet I'm the liar. Oh how I miss your skin when will I ever [...]

Steven’s Christmas Carol

Pretending to be fine Wishing you were mine. I wanted to be yours this Christmas I wanted to be on your wishlist. I wish I was kissing you under the mistletoe I didn’t think you would go. Staring at the tree Wondering where you could be. Siting by the fire Wishing I was beside her. [...]

How Nostalgic Is Your Music?

Recently Spotify came out with a playlist called your top songs 2018, obviously this is a playlist of the song you listened to the most this year. Music for me was always a powerful tool, because whenever I couldn't express myself using words there was always a song that could just explain how I was [...]

Bleeding In Silence

How many times a day do people ask you "how do you feel?" or "how are you?" probably at least once a day right? How many times do you actually tell them how you feel? I use to keep to myself a lot because as men we really aren't taught to talk or express our [...]

Be Kind…

Today I experienced one of the worst days of my life. Nothing really terrible happened just, I broke my kitchen blind (which I bought a new one and replaced myself so my mom wouldn’t yell at me before she came from work) and my car got stuck in snow but that didn’t ruin my day, [...]