No Shave November!

So my no shave November is going well, my beard looks disgusting but that’s okay. I also decided not to get a haircut for the month of November as well and to be honest I was feeling ugly until yesterday, for the past year and a half now, I have been getting a haircut every [...]

Simple Pleasures

Yesterday I had lots of fun doing the simplest things, I went to Caumsett. Caumsett is this state park that I’m absolutely in love with, I’ve been there so many times this summer and I got to experience it for the first time yesterday in the fall and it was absolutely gorgeous. The color, the [...]

Nights on Long Island

Another night on Long Island Nights feel so long and- I don’t know what I’m doing Like what goals am I pursuing? Should I stay or should I go? This is the only place I know Another night on Long Island Nights feel so long and- Another night without you Is like another night without [...]

For You/Me

Tell me what you’re looking for Were you expecting more? Was I expecting her? For you. Sometimes I wish I didn’t feel emotions It’s the reason why I lose focus. It’s crazy how we deal with pain Thinking we’re never going to be the same For you. I lost everything so I have everything to [...]

Boys in the woods.

As if we were kids again. Let's get lost in this moss we call the woods. The deeper I go, I feel my soul feel electric. This is what makes me feel alive. Not a care in the world, not afraid to die. Exploring new horizons, wondering what can we find. Excited by making new [...]

What I want.

I hope there's not too many errors in this post I didn't have much time to write this today before I went to work So there's this girl I barely talk to, but every time I do somehow she ends up saying "aww you'll find someone someday" and I don't know why she said that. [...]

5 year plan?

Yesterday someone posted an Instagram poll on their story asking their followers if they had a 5 year plan. I didn't have one. That made me feel like my life didn't have a purpose because I don't know what's to come next with my life. In 5 years I'll be 27/28 years old. I want [...]